I was 20 and he was my first serious relationship, it was one without sex of course but i was madly infatuated or would i call it love? 
Oh?! Well…?! 
I loved him like nothing else, i thought the feelings were mutual, somehow i believed it was
He was leaving close to my house yet i couldn’t perceive he was “the” ladies man,
I had just started to walk with the Holy Spirit 2years before then and was just being introduced to the supernatural yet all my spirituality was kept aside when it came to
The boy’s matter, i loved him that much and wasn’t thinking, once he said he was a christian and i saw him go to church every now and then, it was enough for me.
I was at his beck and call, i’ll cook, clean and do all the wifely duties to show i was worthy
chai! Him suffer me small sha!I’ll cook, his girlfriend(s) he had always coded as cousin(s) will come, eat, do their business and leave.
They were sure “Princess the lover”
Would come clean after them, well, they weren’t disappointed , clean up i did. Wash up, i did. Cook, i did.
, clean up i did. Wash up, i did. Cook, i did.I was lost.
And somehow i knew it but couldn’t let go.
He was like my drug,
I started to pray, not for the relationship or anything like that but for prosperity, I wanted him to prosper so he can see, i was a blessing in his life n he would forsake every other to get married to me
He was in trouble at his office and i knew i could undo it
I tried to
Then one morning i awoke, did my house chores and somehow went back to sleep at 7am,
i saw her with him, name tagged Uju,
she was riding him.
And that satisfaction on his face that speaks volume, 
I jst knew it had ended.
I woke up and somehow i couldn’t feel anything
It was like i was washed. I couldn’t feel
“Where are u now?” I called
“Babe its 7:15am, where do u think id be?”
“I don’t know, u tell me”
“Well, im on my way to work”
“Who r u with?”
“What are u talking about, i said im almost at the office”
“Okay, I’m on my way to your house”
“Don’t come, im in the office already”
“I’m still coming o”
“What exactly do u want in an empty house?”
“Movies”
“Don’t worry, id bring them for u”
“But i thought u were at the office?”
Silence
“I’m on my way”
I ended the call, dressed up and straight i went to his house, i knocked
She opened the door,
towel tied to her chest, she looked washed.
I introduced myself as a neighbor that came to get some movies 
By 7:30am?
She smiled, she was very beautiful with bright eyes and pink lips, trust ibo ladies, beauty at its best.
“And you?” I asked
“I’m Uju, undergraduate at …..”
I went in and baby boy stood in shock,
“Princess meet Uju, she’s my …”
“Cousin?”
I completed it for him 
“Erm yes!” He replied.
The lady was watching without saying a word, i grabbed his phone, deleted my numbers, pictures and all that concerned me, i picked my stuffs and left.
See bah? The Holy Spirit has always and will always be all we need, our comforter, our guild, our friend
Our companion and all u ever want.
The Holy Spirit knew i was in love and wasn’t thinking, i was distracted with this guy to the extent i was no longer spending time with Him.
Again he also knews that this guy was no good for me so he had to find a way for this fact to sink in
There was nothing any1 could tell me that wld have made me see him in this light.
Maybe it was the way Uju was riding him that made me come to my senses
Maybe it was the fact that she was more beautiful than i was
Or Maybe it was another fact that i lost count of his cousins
Whatever it was, i woke up to smell the coffee.
Guess who was there to nurse me back after all these?
The Holy Spirit!
Yes! He is a person,
Have u met Him?
Do u know u can cry, talk, play and be friends with Him for real?
Do u know he’s realer that the air u breathe?
He knows all things and can help u through all things, all He needs is your trust and believe.
Are u born again?
Do u want to meet Him?
I can help u introduce Him, you’ll never regret it.
Are u heart broken? Down? Depressed?
The Holy Spirit has asked me to write this story
For your sake.
It’s a call to freedom.
He actually is intentional about u.
If this story was for u, u feel an urge in your heart to reach out to me.
i am waiting in my inbox
I am here to direct u
Or u can call me: 07034850169.
God bless u as u do so.